Noooooo I disagree, you're kind and funny, you have friends that care about you, and if you really took more than you gave, you wouldn't have said friends. And you don't annoy me so that disproves that you "annoy and negatively effect any and everyone" you come into contact with. And crawling into a hole and dying wouldn't help anything, trust me, if it did I would be dead in a whole somewhere by now.