d o n t a s k

wat

im looking back at messages from some bitch that forced me to date him from the time i was 11 to 12, made me feel like shit for being nonbinary, and then made mt best friend boyfriend brake up with her

so yea nothing important

f**k him or her thats f**king cruel
im feel bad ;-;

i blame the bitch dj who spread the rumor i had a crush on that dude anyway

that sucks

im just glad it all happened when we had to do online school and shit, i couldn't imagine how it would've played out if we were in person-

it still sucks why do all my friends go through all this shit and im just here

i have no idea

;-;

hahaha i looked and got memories of how he forced me to call him, even tho he knew i couldn't go on tech after 8:30

and i didn't message me for days after that which worried me

and he made me feel bad for being offline to play games with my dad

why cant i go through all this stuff why do people i care for have to

you shouldn't have to go through this shit, i don't want you to-

well i dont want you to ;-;

eh its all in the past now

im just scared for my fren they're supposed to be in the same class as my ex, and they're bi and nonbinary, their new name is eli/Elijah and i know hes gonna make a huge deal about it-