I kept getting backstabbed my entire life
and it's my fault
if I was the cause
them backstabbing me was the effect
- kindergarten when I let my friends borrow school supplies and they took them all. I mean I shouldn't have shared with them. I was asking for it
- 1st when I let a girl cheat off me in an addition test. I was breaking the rules they had a right to tell on me. I was asking for it.
- 2nd me telling my friend a secret and getting it leaked. I shouldn't trust everyone with everything. I was asking for it again
- 3rd my friends teaming up with a bully to hurt me. Well, I was being an idiot to them by not doing their homework for them. I was asking for it once again
- 4th when I helped a bully hack into my friend's google account to ruin her essay. I was being selfish by helping the bully so she wouldn't bully me anymore by hurting my friend. I was asking for it
I moved to Washington and everything went even more downhill
- 5th everyone hated me and was biased and hurt me when I did nothing. I was being a quiet sucky introvert (well I changed now) I was asking for it if I were more extraverted at the time things would be better
- 6th rumors tons and tons of them, the starting of the Hasan stuff, Alex Pham bullying me cause I was Indian, getting virtual haters on Instagram when I posted like 4 things. (I honestly have no reasoning for this and still hate Alex Pham rn)
- 7th even more f**ked up rumors, the Hasan shit, getting backstabbed by 17 different people, getting blackmailed with lies and fake suicide, Hasan is just misunderstood. I gave him all the ideas I made a threats list for him. they were all my ideas. I was the one that helped both sides and told him about all the hater chats. And I didn't wanna ruin any of my friendships at the time so I helped both sides. but I helped Hasan more. I gave him ideas and he used them because he trusted me. and I told you guys what he was gonna do so you guys were ready for it. You all thought I was on each other's side but I was the rope, the tug-o-war. I wanted everything to get better yet I kept encouraging the arguments by adding more fuel and water at the same time. And eventually, at the very last peak our plan to replace him with dritesh i told him that too. Cause he might have thought he could trust me again. but no. I was the one that just made all the drama this is why it's my fault. I was the fuel he was the fire, it's the fuel's fault but the fire gets blamed.
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