EVERYTIME I TRY TO BE MYSELF I'M CALLED GAY OR LESBIAN OR OTHER RUDE NAMES. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE AND I FEEL LIKE I'M TURNING INTO A MANIPULATED HUMAN BEING WHO NEEDS HELP GETTING OUT OF A HOLE THAT GETS DEEPER AROUND THEM AS MORE AND MORE FAKE FRIENDS HAND OUT SHOVELS. I NEED HELP AND CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO THINK FOR MYSELF AND START ANEW. BEING ON A COMPUTER IS SO EASY BECAUSE I CAN DISAPPEAR BEHIND ONES AND ZEROS AND JUST BE MYSELF WITHOUT BEING JUDGED. THIS IS AN ANONYMOUS CRY FOR HELP