THEY WERE GOING TO MAKE ME A MAJOR FOR THIS AND I WASN'T EVEN IN THEIR
F***ING ARMY ANY MORE. EVERYBODY WANTED ME TO DO IT, HIM MOST OF ALL. I
FELT LIKE HE WAS UP THERE, WAITING FOR ME TO TAKE THE PAIN AWAY. HE JUST
WANTED TO GO OUT LIKE A SOLDIER, STANDING UP, NOT LIKE SOME POOR, WASTED,
RAG-ASSED RENEGADE. EVEN THE JUNGLE WANTED HIM DEAD, AND THAT'S WHO
HE REALLY TOOK HIS ORDERS FROM ANYWAY.