might quit art all together too its sucks rn I cant get anything that I like it just really sucks

Fifth time already, i don think its necesary to still saying that, i dont think nobody in here hates you, why would you leave?

nah bro actually.

What

I'm leaving soon

Why

told you in mc

This is the fifth time you said this

for real cuz I've got mental problems now

just recently?

yeah before its was adhd and some small bit of depression but now I've had frequent anxiety attacks multiple panic attacks and mental break downs

plus I don't really feel welcome anywhere I feel pushed aside never being engaged with or being just being ignored I'm really deprived of human interaction irl here and at home due to most interactions ending in an argument with my parents

Nooooo

Don't, if you keep practicing it will get better, I know that sounds like something stupid but it's true

meh

I mean it's worked for me

I mean I've gotten a lot better due to all of your guys'support. buttttttt I don't feel welcome here and I feel like I'm just getting pushed away like a little brother when his brother brother is playing with his friends

Not really, everyone is welcome here though :(

I do understand that but again its just how I feel and its really what I think happenes to me I'm too hyperactive to be in a site with mostly chill people and its really messing with my mental because it makes me feel like the unwanted child in an orphanage that never grows up with a family and has to live on their own like that. things aren't the same as they used to be they aren't fun they aren't silly they aren't enjoyable and don't get me wrong I will miss everyone here from the bottom of my heart no matter what I see you all as family but I got to leave from my own sake

Alright...

sorry